What is this feeling

What is this feeling that is taking over?
Is it hunger or is it thirst?
Unforgiving confusion,
emotions make it worst.
smiles deceive the ideas you never thought
my mind can see your absence lost
hollow bodies create great minds
an aura deep down can make you feel alive

Running down the street as fast as i can go
the place i want to be i' ll never know
so i'll close my eyes and reach for the stars
my vision is shadowed, yet i see so afar

so i'll sit here and sigh
but i'll still smile when i see you
because no matter how much you changed, ill never ask who
because when i take a look i see two,
someone i knew, and the new you

ANGEL IN DISGUISE

Those who understand me...very little I'm beginning to get back where I was ....the exact opposite of brittle Once ...my heart was broken by a heartless crook But I'm beginning to find the pieces.... You see, I have a different outlook. You may not realize it...but talking to you has made me grow And you've given me something I can't explain ...in a way you only think you know You said happiness is only for those who create it.... But everyone is meant to be happy..Especially you Yours is waiting.... The sun rises and sets...the day is drawing to an end I smile to myself... Knowing I'll always have you as a friend My spirit is happy; I'm glad that you're here My days are a little brighter.. Thanks for always having an open ear... I sit and think hoping that everything works out I can almost see a glimpse of your future.... I promise I'll always be here for you, don't ever doubt.. The truth is...you are more than you realize..and I see more than you think I see You're so caring and unselfish And that's something that has never been more clear to me... But something that I never saw..that I now realize.. This was never a spur of the moment thing... An angel sent to help me...you're my angel in disguise